In my early years in school. I couldn't, for the life of me, figure out what all the, "routine", was for, in the daily school life. The teaching routine, was as if they took us around, and around, a bush, and then said,"O.K., onto the next subject." I kept waiting for them to pass onto us, some pertanant iformation, and I was being taken around, a bush. All the while, high pressure being applied, to my going around the bush. We'ren't they going to TEACH me ANYTHING? I finally, in frustration, asked the teacher, exactly that, and her reply was, "We're not supposed to give you the answers. That would be cheating. You have to get the answers, yourself". OOOOHHHH!!!, I didn't know we were playing a game, I thought we were all brought here, and 8 hours of each day taken up, in our being taught, SOMETHING! No one told me we were, ON OUR OWN!!! I can do, ON MY OWN, really well. I taught myself to read, I taught myself how to add, subtract, multiply, and divide. I read many books, and got the information on my own, in order to think and be creative in ideas, etc...and then test time came. I got a zero, because, I didn't properly fill out the heading of my paper. I had only written my name.
Look. I have always, been able to take any information, and do some, HOMEWORK, and, like a football, take that info. and run it to the goal line, for a touchdown. That's never been a problem. I have been, and still am, enthusiastic, about learning, but I also, retain the aversion to, "being led in circles, around a bush.
I taught myself to write the alphabet, by cheating, as the so-called-teacher, put it. My handwriting was atrociaous, and so, being sloppy, I wasn't allowed to participate w/the other children. So while they were all being led around the bush, I secretly copied every letter, onto little pieces of paper, and hid them away in my sweater pocket. I was terrified of being caught, cheating, as I was not going around the bush with the class, and I was FAILING to learn the alphabet through osmosus. I took the letters home, hid in the closet, and copied the leters, over, and over again, until I learned to write the entire alphabet, really well, or, at least, as well as I could. To this day, I've had people tell me, they have chickens that can scratch better, than me. In my adult life, I learned, I have dyslexia/disgraphia, as do my children, also.
I was apparently, incorrect, as to what school was going to be. I went in, anticipating being imparted w/something sacred. KNOWLEDGE!!! What it was really about, was being taught to follow, THE ROUTINE. To do as I was told, otherwise, I'm bad. I was to learn to follow. If someone is to lead? The authorities will choose from among the fledlings.
School was never about imparting knowledge, and it's still not, for the general population. But it used to, at least be good at inculcating the routine. Now, the school system isn't even good at that. But, it will absorb as much governmental funds, from the budget, as it can. -Goat Rancher